a popular bookshop visit

i been very sad these few weeks...cant focus in what i am doin...wat's wrong with me...i cant be a home and i dont wanto  find anyone out...cuz i dun wanto tok about it...dun wanto mention...just dun wan....i keep on rejecting ppl's offer..everything in my mouth is no no no and just NO...is not like me..i used to say yes yes yes all the time and now in my mouth there is onli rejection and no...which is im very sad about it...

yesterday i went to ioi popular to hangout there alone for like 2 -3 hours to read up some books....books tat about traveling..well..i miss travel...books about japan...well..i love to visit japan one day...books about sushi...cuz i love sushi....i enjoy the moment the best...no one kacauing me..no one knows me....that i no ned to talk...noo need to entertain anyone...not to say i hate to talk..just tat...i guess everyone have times tat need to calm themselves up and think....which is last time i dun need it...bt i feel much more happier after popular visit...thank God for popular and the books inside...^^